I am down with fever during the writing of this. Fever or worse, I don’t know. All I know is that I am feeling fucked up and shit. My head is not feeling right, my jaw is painful, breathlessness comes and go and all that. Plus, I got this fever like or flu like symptoms and shit. What the hell. My nose is runny and I ain’t feeling good about this.
This Saturday I got to go for this church meeting and I am very reluctant to go. Very very reluctant. I have grown bored of this being the nice guy that went to church for religious duties and all that. I want to be free. CUTES UPSI? Goddamn. One year is enough for me be of service to you. I think I am hanging my metaphorical boots in that organization. There are people better than me and I know that. Plus I got the feeling of being left out in that kind of thing. You see, people can mix together well if they got the same level of thinking. And I am clearly not in that same level thinking as them. I don’t know when, but I think I am quitting that shit. One year is enough for me of service to you guys. I cannot be hypocritical to my goddamn self.
And this semester is a bit light I think. Assignments given are not that heavy though the questions are heavy. Literature, short stories and poems, and we also will be organizing this English language camp sometime in February. I am not sure but February is the most accurate I can be. I am the master of ceremony and that is so freaky. I am not that good talking in the front though I can talk non-stop when I start talking. Now what the fuck is that suppose to mean?
I see that some of you are already making yourself blogs and shit. Good. I can have lots and lots of things I can read online. But these newly conceived blogs are annoying. Not all, some. With all the bullshit songs and whatever, I get annoyed. I mute my speakers when reading stuff like that. Whatever
And this is the result of me having fever and shit. I am not turning to the #supremeone to heal this ailment of mine. Time will heal me. Laughs there. I am not the person turning to medications also when having this sort of stuff. I believe that enough rest can make one feel better. Goddamn it.
So, this meeting this Saturday will be the last that I am going to involve myself in that kind of shit. And this semester is kind of light and newly conceived blogs are springing. That’s it.
