Steps...

2nd of July. Dreaded day for me I guess. leaving Miri. Oh no... Not ready to leave Miri laa... hurm... Anyways..

Messed Up!

WTF...well sorry for the rude start... but this eek im mega busy... Going to Mukah, going out with Azureen and the gang, going for that H1N1 vaccine shot... damn... its ok though... life of a celeb *haha* perasan gla... anyways...been sleeping so very late this past two weeks... luckily I'm quite dark...haha... cant see those black patches I woould have if I'm a bit fairer...haha..dont care...

Things....

Well...st tme blogging the way it supposed to be...sorry...all this while i just wrote in short sentences of what i feel. Kinda trying to make it poem-esque feel.haha. Doesnt work out i guess. Kinda bz today...ow yeah..yesterday was my 25th anniversary of courtship with my gf. wait...courtship??haha... is that even a word?haha... well...supposed to be happy though... I am happy... just that feeling something is misssing...hurmm...

Apologies...

Sorry....
Guess things dont work out the way it spposed to b...
sorry...

Frens...

Well...
Coming months are tough...
Frens slowly leaving chasing future...
Here there,everywhere...
Peninsular...here..our homeland...Sarawak...
I will be leaving too...leaving newfound friends and old ones....
Adulthood creeps in ever so slowly...
Friendship never dies i guess...
You lose some, you get some right?
hehe...soo...
Thats it i guess,,,