Well...st tme blogging the way it supposed to be...sorry...all this while i just wrote in short sentences of what i feel. Kinda trying to make it poem-esque feel.haha. Doesnt work out i guess. Kinda bz today...ow yeah..yesterday was my 25th anniversary of courtship with my gf. wait...courtship??haha... is that even a word?haha... well...supposed to be happy though... I am happy... just that feeling something is misssing...hurmm...