Monday, November 15, 2010

Options...

My mama always told me to keep my options open. I was young and I don't really know what does that mean. Talking about options, we men are given two options every single moment in this dreaded life. To do or no to do, to be or not to be, to go or not to go, to fight or not to fight and all the questions. All that matters is what, which, and how the option is made. Life is an option as well, to live it or not. You don't want, just die then.



Personally, I always make this bad options and all. Going to UPSI? At first, I do feel that going hre is one of the worse shit I have done other than being busted by cops for shit. Yeah. I was for from home, and then stuck in this small place alone with me, myself and I. So yeah, for now, it's a blessing for me to be here. Kinda. Since I will be stuck here for three long years, I gotta make full use of my time here then. Yeah. My stint here so far have opened my eyes on so many things. I now have that university student's kinda mentality. It's that mentality where everything that people do will be questioned and so forth. Yeah. To me anyways.

Kids, don't get yourself into a serious relationship first, aight? Like what my mama always told me, you must keep your options open. So yeah, keep your options open. I am not. I am in this relationship with Mary Silvana and is loving it. But then, when I am at UPSI, the very first day here, my mama told me again to keep my options open. So yeah, I just nodded and smiled knowing that won't happen. So... if I and her were to clash in the future, I am so dead. I ain't got no options available. Damn. So... kids, keep your options open k. I am trying now, which is failing. Damn.

Peace!