My first June entry. What should I say now? Owh yeah. The love is now not the love. Broken up with her. Personal stuffs so the story won’t be told here. Keep up with the guessing game yeah? So… let me see, life is beating me up now. Kinda. I suppose so. Whatever. The amount of beating I can get vary by time so, if I looked kinda cranky, forgive me so ‘cause life is having a fun time with me. I’m only having a good time when life doen’t give a damn about me for one bit. That’s when I get happy. Seriously I don’t why. Like in my previous posts, I am a very weird person. I don’t give a damn about anything. Yeah right.
Mistakes. Every homosapiens sapiens living and breathing in this little blue planet will and must do mistakes. Damn, even robots made mistakes once in a while? Jesus? Go ask him. Even the big G made mistakes, I guess. If not, why the poverty and shits? I’m just saying. I do made mistakes. And every one of my mistakes have their story behind them. Well, I made a terible one and I am so sure that I am so gonna regret it in the future. Karma is a bitch baby. Despite all, I believe in karma. Karma is a thing that I Justin Timberlake sang as What Goes Around, Comes Around. Ten times harder. Dammit. What shall I do? Pray? One thing’s for sure, prayer doesn’t help them Gaza folks a lot. Rocks does. The thing is, I rarely prayed formally. Like the way Catholics are supposed to be. We memorized prayers and said it out loud during Sunday Services. I did that. I only prayed my way during that special time in mass and I won’t say it here fearing the backlash later. Naahh. We Christians are very forgiving aren’t we? *wink wink* Well, that’s what Lil JC taught right?
There’s something in common human beings are made of. Most of us earthen or dusts will only turn to the big G when shit happens. Don’t bullshit me. To say that you fan dusts prayed when something joyous happened is pure shit. The most of you, including moi (which is RARELY) would utter out is thank God. Hell, we wouldn’t wanna see mass prayers suddenly in the middle of a birthday party, would we? Them atheists, they are the coolest. When shit happens, the only thing they do is, look up and shouted ‘WHY??’ and walked away like every normal day. I don’t know, but that’s what a normal human being would do. Turn to the Ultimate Force when shit happens and then forget ‘bout ‘em when the prayers are granted or whatever good happens. Hey, Pope Benedict did that I suppose. Things like the above are what we earthen dolls are made of. Smile? Nahh, leave that to the Thais. What else are what we clays are made of supposedly? Religion? Nahh… there are four major world religions for now. Judaism and Zoroaster? (hope I got that one right) The two are exclusive for members only. Yeah. That makes religion out. What else? I don’t know. But I sure damn know that things said above occurred to most animated lump of clay over the world. Most, ‘cause the dead can’t decide. What?
So yeah. I rant badly.
Peace!
Ps-Shout outs to Amoi!
