I watched 50 First Dates yesterday. I know, I am a slowpork. Whatever. Gotta admit this, I love watching movies like that. Romantic comedy type of movies, I dig. I smiled watching that movie, I just don’t know why. One thing is for sure, I cannot be Henry Roth, the character Adam Sandler played. The patient, loving, funny and whatever else is there. I don’t know, but I am so not convinced I can be that type of guy. I think.
That movie reminded me of the first time I met my current love. I don’t know how to put this but I and she have known each other for a long time. Just not that close. We got close during the night of her birthday. Wait, it was a few minutes after the clock struck twelve. It was her birthday, 12th of May. And I got to spent time with her the very first few hours of her birthday with her. Thanks to her for bringing me out that night. Since that night, the ball started rolling. Rolling really fast.
We go on a few dates at the Lutong beach, just spending time with each other and enjoying each other’s company. I never felt like what I had felt with her than when I had spent time with my ex. Well, I just can talk on and on and on and feel good about it. Her presence is just so comfortable to be with. And I can be myself when I am with her. Really be myself. I can sing songs to her, share stories with her and just be comfortable around her. Like really comfortable. I don’t know, her presence makes me feel like wanting to put my head on her laps. We share many interests together, especially in romantic movies. Damn it. I dig romantic movies. I blame it on Shakespeare in Love I watched a few years back. Since then, I kinda dig this kinda movies. Well, now that I found this girl that shared the same interests as I am, all is good. We loved foods, going to the malls and many other things. At one time, I even wondered why I didn’t let her into my life earlier on. My mistakes.
Now that we are together, 2nd of June 2011, I just can’t let my head off of her. Kept thinking of her after my class, eager of wanting to call her just to hear her voice and all, it even felt weird if I didn’t call her in one day. I called her every night before we went into bed so that I can hear her voice lingering in me when I sleep later on. The ecstasy of falling head over heels over someone all over again is so great. I just can’t get enough of her company. Her presence completes me I suppose.
I call her Diana James. That’s her name. I am so very much in love with her now. Yeah, I just broke up and whatever, but who cares? I know I don’t. I’ve met someone better than my ex now, and I am happy with her now. It’s amazing how simple a person’s presence in our life will be the greatest thing that will happen some time later. I know that she and I can go far this time. Let’s hope so. I wanted to last long with her. I should be thankful for her for waiting for me though. I am lost for words. Seriously. I am gonna give her a call now. That’s all.
Peace!
