Now... That is one very ultimate random title. I hate the 'untitled' status, so I better off put very random, meaningless titles. Yeah. A year passed since I last updated this little meaningless blog of mine. Yeah. I mean it when I said one year had passed since I last updated this baby. Last update for this blog was 2010 and it's 2011 now. Lots and lots happened and yeah, I slowly grow during that duration of time. Damn.
I noticed that I grow up quite rather so slow compared to the others. I mean, last December, I bought myself a Beyblade. Beyblade is top toy from the 'Beyblade' anime. So. I bought it and played it with my brothers. So yeah, I grow up so slow. I still want cool toys, and all that childish stuffs. I sometimes wondered myself, 'am I really a firstborn among my siblings?' 'Cause, one of my brother, Avit, I can see that he is so much matured than me during his age. He's in Form One and he is much more matured than me in lots of matter, especially in decision making and chores I perhaps. During his age, I maybe still played with toys and whatever kids were doing at that time. So yeah, I guess I made my brother grow up a bit too fast yeah? Who cares, it's good for him in the long run.
Yeah. I grow up slowly. REPETITION ALERT!! See? Lalala. Being childish is enjoyable. What's so cool about pretending to grow up and so mature and all? I don't think it's cool at all. But yeah, age really plays that role of hypocrisy and all. I guess I am still in that immature class. Don't care. I dream like a child, I still like superheroes, I love cartoons, I love making a fool of myself and making others pissed off. Kids do that don't they? I still wished that I have some kind of superpower so I can kick the bad guy's butt. Damn.
I am a Semester Two student of Diploma in English course now. How fast time flies. Last year taught me lots of great stuffs, be it bad or good.
Last year had been good and a very blessed one for me. Let me see... The things that 2010 had taught me:
1. The values of money.- You don't work, you don't eat. Simple maths.
2. The values of beauty.- I took beauty for granted for all my life, but I began to appreciate that beauty is God's way for his creation to blow off steam and just enjoy the beauty of life itself.
3. The values of a guy's tears.- Okay. I admit, I cried for my girl when she was off for her National Service. Of course I didn't let the tears fell in front of her, what a shame right? So I did the right thing, I cried in the car. Mature right? I cried and drive at the same time. Damn. That shows, even the toughest of guys would cry for the women he loves. I know. I cried.
4. The values of being independent.- My stint in UPSI here taught me to be independent. Slowly. This is my first time I am so far away from my parents for longer period of time. The longest before this was one week, compared to what I had last year, one week is nothing.
5. The values of whatever values.- 2010 really had been a great teacher. I myself is very different from who I was the last few years. yeah.
Yeah... Out of words.
Peace!
p/s: Having a blur eyesight would really be a great gift for me this year. I am expecting the worse for this semester, Arghh...
