I am not a romantic dude. I am a coward when it comes to girls. Such a wonder that I managed to stay with my girl this long. Yeah. Starting this year, it has been 3 years that my girl and I have been together. It's not official yet though, have to wait until May then it is official.
Yeah. By the rise of the next sun I will be a step higher in the walks of life. This season marks my 19th season in this world of logic and beauty and I am not loving it. I wanted to stay young and I already felt myself as an old dude with an attitude problem. Damn. And I will be alone during the next sun rise. Not to say I am loving it, but it's a change from what's normal than before. Yeah. I guess how must it felt not receiving a morning kiss with smiles all around the faces of loved ones. yeah. This season, I will have Ribena and an instant noodle meal as my welcoming of the year meal. Not the usual Chinese meal like I used to have back in the days.
Phone calls would suffice though. Well, life is an experience and I am learning bit by bit now. Flames won't be blown and it's okay. Maybe I would have a meal myself at KFC? Maybe? Or just some Chinese meal? Yeah. Anything would be fine. Even at mamak's would be okay. Yeah. I sounded pathetic now. At least I have still have my loved ones and I am already thankful for that. This maybe sounds rare but I thanked God for each year of my life, for giving me the chance of living the life that many others would not have or what? Experience? I don't know. With each day I am able to learn new things and all that sorta stuff. And I sounded like my former school principal now. Damn. See, I told you that I am kinda old now. Damn. Haha. I have to make something for myself during the next 24 hours. The next 24 hours would be mine albeit short lived. It's okay. And why the eff am I keep repeating ' It's okay'?? Arghh~~ I have to control the swearing for my Lady Boss would be reading this.
My aim this season would be learning how to cook from my pops. I must learn his sweet stewed pork and for me honestly, that kinda cooking must be inherited from him. I wanted to so that my sons and daughters would be able to taste what their grandpapa is capable of doing. And what I meant was his cooking. Yeah. Must.
I don't know what should I rant in here. Yeah.
Peace!
PS-Life moves pretty fast. If you don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it.
